MH, I feel like you are my biggest motivation now , and nothing else can motivate me than you do .
Because chicken , he make me disappointed too many times , it's the past i should let go , maybe i'm stronger now and i feel like he makes no different in my life , but if one day , he come back into my life , i will happily accept him , accept him as my friend , my best friend , my beloved friend , because one who disappoint me so much cannot ever be my lover , so i should really stop talking about him . he makes no different , i dont smile because of him , i dont laugh loudly because of him , i dont get angry because of him , i cry for him , because i miss my friend , my old friend . Maybe you can say im comforting myself because of the past love , but i dont really care anymore , not gonna act retarded anymore , i wanna be myself . i want to be CELINE.L .not for him , but for myself . i should really care more about myself and you this damn shit out of my brain cause its taking up lots of space , your memories . thanks alot for the memories , i will think of it sometimes , i will still think of you , once in a while .
HEHEH , MinHyuk! <3 .



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