When i saw it's you , I feel so sad . So sad , that you arent here . Not here with me . I miss you , I want you back , I dont want you to be someone else , i hate it . I hate it when you talk to other girls , it's part of your work i know , but i just hate it . I want to believe you , to believe that you are not that you anymore , but im afraid , im scared , that you are still that you , that so-called 'childish' you . I dont know how to reply to you . Know that feeling that im scared you will be gone from me again . what if you like someone else again ? i will have to suffer again if you do . I have never forgotten you , i always comfort myself that you will be gone from my life forever , i tell myself i will not see you or know you ever again , i tell myself to erase you from my mind forever , im trying , but now you are here , you are here back . now i have to think of the tears i cried for you since that day , since i know , since i felt that you like her . although or even if you do not like her now already , it still hurts . Hurts me to see me cry for you . i cant help but all this time i was cheating on myself . i tell myself not to like you anymore cause you are not in my life , but no . i still like you . deeply in my heart . when i see you liking the things i like , it felt so happy that you still do , you still like the things i like . sometimes , i feel like you snatch my happiness away from me .



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